It's Actually Happening

 I have barely been able to think all day. 🙃Messaging with Melissa constantly with questions and comments and updates and new thoughts as we process everything that is happening.

Abigail is here and I guess I'm doing okay with our lessons 🥴 but I'm a little bit on autopilot lol Good thing lesson plans are already made and routine!

They said the mom was released from the hospital yesterday and went home. He is doing well and  should be due to be discharged today.

Then we got word they are going to go ahead and do the circumcision. 👏 This is great news because it means he is strong and healthy enough for the procedure. Plus it will be done while he's still in the hospital and covered by the same insurance and there won't have to be another trip somewhere to have it done later. But it may make him stay in the hospital longer.

The mom wants to remain completely anonymous. We can't even know what hospital he is in. Just that it's Cleveland. So they would have to meet at the agency.

Still on pins and needles all day long wondering if it's really going to go through this time and not really believing it can be happening at all.

Then got notified there has to be a pediatrician appointment made for Thursday before he can be released from the hospital. 😮 It's feeling a little bit more real.

Then received a message they are actually getting into the car to drive to go get him! Oh my goodness I'm just bawling 😭😭😭 now. The agency drove to the hospital to pick him up and Joe and Melissa are meeting at the agency in Cuyahoga Falls.

I don't even know what to do with myself right now. I'm still taking orders but my brain is barely computing what it's doing. I guess it's something to do while waiting to see it all play out.